Well they called and canceled my appointment for today. There is some sort of emergency with the doctor. I was pissed.
BUT I called right back and they scheduled me for tomorrow at 11:45 with the doctor that delivered Ben, who I like very very much. So it's okay.
Give me strength.
Hubz fixed the car, so we only had to spend $150.00. I am so proud of him.
Maddy and I planted the flowers in the garden yesterday, and we had wonderful bonding time. It looks so pretty.
Hubz still can throw a horseshoe with his broken foot. His horseshoe league starts this week. Hooray!
School is out in a week and a half.
I ordered our new pool.
So June HAS got to be a better month.
I'll keep you posted.
It's like we have a black cloud over us or something. As my sister says, when it rains, it pours.
Good: We got the Stimulus payment from the government, finally.
Bad: Hubz went to take it to the bank to deposit it, and the lady said I would have to be there too. No biggie. So we all load up in the car and go over there. Then the lady tells us we would have to open a joint bank account there to have it deposited. We walked out and went to my bank. Same thing. So now we have a joint bank account, and that is just how we will work it. He will close his account at his bank and we will just use my bank. Ugh, does the fun ever end.
Hubz car wouldn't start on Friday so we had to go rescue him at work. He couldn't try to fix it yesterday because it was raining, but today he has already left for Pep Boys and off to his work. I hope so much he can fix it and we don't have to get it towed. Ugh again.
Well yesterday we went to the Home Depot to get the flowers for out front and for the garden. At least that is something good. Maddy and I are ready to go outside now on this beautiful day and plant them.
Dammit today will be a good day. I am sick of crying. My eyes are a mess. Trying to keep my mind off of my doctor's appointment on Wednesday.
Give me strength.
I think I may know why I haven't gotten pregos yet. There is another issue, that I put on the back burner for over a year, until now.
Eh it's nothing. Nothing to worry about. But it is, and I should have gotten it checked out long ago, but I was too scared. I was telling Hubz about it and he begged me to go.
Something has fallen down there. Could be my cervix, could be my bladder, I don't know, but it's not right, and next Wednesday I am going to get it checked out.
I am scared to death. What if they tell me I can't have any more kids? What if they tell me I have to have a hysterectomy? What if they tell me I have cancer? All of these things swirling in my head. I honestly don't know how I made it through work yesterday. I was a mess. Cried a few times. So scared.
And of course the doc I am going to see is not one that I really care for, but I would have to wait until July to see my regular doc, so whatever. I need to know now, what the hell it is, and how we can fix it.
I went off my meds because we wanted to get pregnant. I felt great, until this past week. I have been nothing but a crier and a nervous wreck. I hate feeling this way. Today I feel okay. One day at a time.
Well he broke his foot. The pinky toe bone. He has to make an appointment for the orthopedic surgeon tomorrow, and we are hoping he will only have to get a cast and they won't have to put a pin in it. Ugh. This really sucks.
I have been crying off and on all day. This has been the worst weekend in the history of man.
I hope tomorrow is a better day.
Hubz is at the emergency room right now. He may have broken his foot. Can the weekend get any better? Amazing.
I am actually sick to my stomach over it. He twisted his foot in our stupid driveway in one of the cracks setting up for our barbecue today. Unbelievable.
This blows.
Well, I am pretty toasty by now. I had a really good cry, and I feel better now. Yay for beer. Hubz is so sweet and brought home a case. He knew I was really, really disappointed.
I just have to remember that it took 6 months for each kid, but honestly, I don't think I ever cried then when I got my period. Interesting.
Ben was so cute tonight. He had sentences to do for homework, and one of the words he had to use was brother. He wrote, "I wish I had a baby brother". Thought I was going to cry then too.
~heavy sigh~
Well my period is here...again. This sucks.
Monday night was a really rough night with Ben. The night before my sis and her family were over so we were up pretty late. I didn't really have a hard time waking him the next day, so I figured he would be just fine on a little less sleep.
Well the night rolls around and it's time to do homework. "I can't do it!" So we started to help him and then wanted him to take control and finish it on his own. Freak out. Cry. Nightmare. So with all of the fussing, the homework didn't get done, and I had to write a note to his teacher. Luckily it really didn't seem to be an issue with her.
Thank goodness last night he was a new boy, and did SO much homework, two nights worth, in a reasonable amount of time, with no fussing. Yikes. That night was horrible.
He has been a tough cookie at school lately too. I think he has spring fever or something. He is ready for summer vacation. Me too, then I get to sleep in on Fridays. I can't wait.
Well today is my day. My 39th birthday. I can't believe that next year I will be 40! Where did the years go?
Hubz and I had a wonderful time on our date. We went into Philly to my favorite restaurant Royal Villa and it was awesome. We pigged out. Then we went to Starbucks for some coffee, he had a plain coffee flavored coffee and I had a white chocolate mocha...YUM, walked around Five Below for a bit then off to see Baby Mama. What a cute movie. I loved it.
It was a great time. He is fun to be with.
Birthday weekend has been great so far!
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